Run my way to reality

So, it has started. My Marathon programme. And on the first running day, the weather decided to be provocative: it was cold, raining, my legs were completely wet in 10 munites outside. It was yesterday, by the way. I realized that, while running, I, actually, come up with some great words of support, very precise and specific. I called myself selfless because I prefered not to listen to the sound of comfort and reason but to the sound of my soul/nature? The question mark is due to my unconsciousness regarding this moment. What am driven? Ambitions? no, not really. I have a dream and I am curious - closer but doesn't sound like fully enough. I feel that's fair and honest in relation to myself? Probably. Challenge? Self-care, self-support, refreshing, self-discovery, learning my limits? being myself. finding my way of being, letting myself go.